Disturbance Circus

Do I want to laugh or do I want to show laughing?
I don't know where I threw it off.
I appear like nothig alike.

The fury  who went mad was known by F.
When the net opens 2 cheers are followed by 100 jeers.
Though not even one thing is known because of me...
Though tomorrow it will be forgotten because of me...

The wire mesh over there, no matter how much it hurts, has been left behind.
From here it can sneak away so I only wish for authority.

Again the morning is comming　I have been closing even blind
There's no willpower to open.
Every day I wanted to sing the written words which hurt.
Words just become the performance of a rotten meaning. 
I want to return quickly to my unique whereabouts

That show cabin, that endless circus.
I want to return to that day, mostly to this clown who returned.

No matter how much you struggle on this cruel stage
So strongly 　it keeps separating the light
As I seperate　something important parts and dies. 
I'm naked,　I want to convey this feeling.

No matter how much you struggle on this cruel stage
All decayed words are sparkling in this song.
I didn't wait just a little bit for these guys.
I sing the last song.
The clown keeps struggling.